yay for being 21. <3 Northing's changed but it feels like I've reached the final frontier...that I can can drink in America now (haha, I could drink when I was 18. :P ).

It's midnight, so it's only just my birthday but I had the celebrations this weekend. my family got me a big bottle of Malibu, My sister got me the whole of 'Spaced' on DVD, my boss bot me some fancy body crème and my nan gave me a whopping £320 for my birthday!

oh- AND GUESS WHO GOT TO SEE 'MONKEY: JOURNEY TO THE WEST'?



yeah. me. how awesome is that?

( More underneath )
Wanna see more art/videos of mine? I've started uploading here:

http://acidshadow.artspots.com/
http://www.vimeo.com/user884718

Yoinked this from :
http://cannoli-licious.livejournal.com/17492.html

...let have a go at these. :)

( let the debate begin! )

The 100 words I have to do art to. This is the list scifer ( http://scifer.deviantart.com ) wrote up for me. this is here since digibentobox ( http://digibentobox.artspots.com/profile ) wanted to see. :)

I may update it here in the future

Air (sketched)
Alive
Alone
Ambition
Animal
Atlantis
Audacity
Banana (sketched)
Before
Big
Bird
Blast (sketched)
Block ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Block-58828999 )
Brick
Cancer ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Cancer-58269990 )
Ceiling
Character
Crap
Dance
Darkness (sketched)
Dead
Desert
Door
Drank
Drewscriver (http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Drewscriver-108160172)
Drink
Dronk
Drunk ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Another-night-at-the-bar-65409788 )
Egg ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Egg-65410549 )
Electric
Flight ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/FLY-56815880 )
Floor
Fubar (sketched)
Game
Go!
Green
Haircut
Hammer ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Hammer-N-Nail-58010456 )
Here
Hide
Ice
If
In
Industry
Internet
Learn
Life
Light
Live
Loath
Love
Money
Nail ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Hammer-N-Nail-58010456 )
Omelette
One
Out
Paper
Plastic
Poison
Product
Queen
Radiation
Rails
Rammstein
Recompense
Repugnant
Rub
Run!
Salt
Scissor
Screwdriver
Show
Signs
Speech
Stale
Stay
Stone
Stop
Test
Think
Time (sketched)
Today
Tomorrow
Transport
Travel
Travis
Tri-ped ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Worm-57637823 )
Turd
Two
Vastity
Vegas
View
Walking
Wang (sketched XD )
What!?
Withering
Wood
Worm ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Worm-57637823 )
Yesterday
Yesterdream

Since I REALLY need to update this thing, I asked neinbock  to give me a meme. 

"Comment here and I'll give you a letter. Use that letter to post your 10 favorite things that begin with said letter."


Mine was ' P' :D
( Things starting with P.... )
Go watch paprika!

Right now I'm actually crying for this man. He was my hero and now he's gone.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/7345486.stm

I just wish I could Thank the man who made me reach the level I'm at now. From the youngest artist to the oldest, he loves art and expression. now thanks to the hype of the media, he's gone.

Mark, you were an awesome man. A true beacon of art, inspirational and learning and a role model for children. I had hoped to get my tiny voice out to reach you, but it was not to be. the media just have a louder voice then me even when I wrote to the BBC and news papers. Maybe you were just too good for this world.

But I wont let your life go to waste. I will from now on inspire others. I have often done anyway, but I want to actually go out and help other with their art, young and old. teach them the fun part of art and the beauty of expression. Share my inspirations and lessons and learn from all acts. young and old can teach us about art and the power of expression.

It's the least I can do for someone who inspired so many thousands of Children.




Thank You.






(EDIT: Dear daily mail. FUCK OFF. GET OFF MY PLANET YOU BUNCH OF SENSATIONALIST ASSHOLES. THANK YOU. )

You know...we all have our heroes when we're children. Weather it be fictional or real, but there is always someone or something that shapes your path in life. I've had many 'heroes' in my life, going from my family, to friends and teachers and yes, one or two 'celebrities'.
One is Mark Speight. ( http://www.bbc.co.uk/cbbc/cbbcstars/cbbc_star.shtml?mark_speight http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mark_Speight )

Who is Mark Speight? He was a man who presented on a children's art show 'Smart' on the BBC (or CBBC in this case). He's been on the show for as long as I can remember and only last year, I literary bumped into him whilst at the Tate modern and he looked and signed my sketch book. ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/journal/10447013/ ).




I didn't bother him too much since he looked as if he was with friends, but I told him that he was a big inspiration and it was awesome to still see him on the art scene. He was quite happy to accept my sketch book and his friends were not bothered by my appearance after a stream of school kids.

Well, he's been in the news a lot recently. His fianc&#233;e who was also a children's presenter on another of Mark's shows was found dead in their home after a mishap with drugs. Now the devastated Mark is missing, and although I try not to pry to much in the lives of others, when it comes to this, I'm genuinely worried.

I guess there is little I can do, asides for keep an eye out, but like anybody, Mark is one man among millions. he could be anywhere by now. But I guess this is my bad attempt at getting my little voice out.


I'm 20 years old and in my first year of Animation studies in the university of Portsmouth. One of the main reasons I picked up a pencil and continued with art is because of this man.

Now I've seen nasty comments floating around about how the may have hurt Natasha his fianc&#233;e, or how he was on cocaine and even gems like this:

"Is it surprising that children become out of control teenagers when their role models are seriously flawed?"

...The thing is, Mark wasn't flawed. In fact, he was the best presenter out there. Children aren't going to take drugs or hurt their lovers because they saw it on the news, come on, give kids more credit then that! Mark did! And besides, he's been proven innocent and hasn't been charge, so what are you trying to say?

Besides, everyone shows a different face to the world then the one they really have. And the face I saw was one that pushed me to doing art and at the end of the day I ask any child here in the UK about art, and they pretty much all say that mark from Smart helped them express themselves. At the end of the day, I do not care what they have done. It's been proved he didn't hurt the one he loved and he's not on drug charges. Weather or not drugs are in the equation or the fact I disagree with the use of cocaine is neither here or there. There is a man out there who is crushed and probably lost as to who his is right now and that man was an icon to thousands of children.

My ending word is this:
To all you scorning parents and misguided teenagers:Mark is not a bad man. In fact, he is a very good man. I'm am sitting here doing art because of this man. My only hope is that he is safe, so that he can continue to do good. #

I highly doubt that Mark or his friends and fmaily will ever see this, but here is my message to mark:

Don't give up on yourself. Grief will hurt and you are probably feeling like it is truly the end. That is something I can only imagine and then it is not enough. I'm sure you feel not just grief but guilt, hopelessness and possibly anger and all the other emotions that come through a  terrible time such as this.

 But for the children you inspired, entertained and taught growing up; it is certainly not the end. Even if you cannot return to what you loved, you can live on in something else and do good for the life ahead of you and for Natasha.
 when in doubt, use the art you loved so much to express yourself when the time is right. You may find a new life in that (and it doesn't necessarily mean leaving the one you have now behind).

Oh, and listen to 'the hours- Ali in the Jungle'. A pretty powerful song in itself and the reason behind why the song exists is also very inspiring and I guess pretty relevant to this situation:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjezSMZtB-c
http://www.lyricsmania.com/lyrics/hours_the_lyrics_10720/narcissus_road_lyrics_33877/ali_in_the_jungle_lyrics_366810.html

Your fan- Emeline.

and that is all.

 

Anyways, Yes I'm alive, Just VERY busy with university work (which I shall post later).

Oh and I passed by first semeester! You need 40% to pass and I got a 60% in my essay and my reaserch work, 57% in my drawing and 50% in 3D. Not great, but this year, you're only expected to learn and pass.

oh- and I also have 4 free WORM requests!
I've got this chain request thing you see, but it's a chibi one. I hate chibi. So it's a WORM request instead! :D

Btw, whoever orders a chibi (worm in my case because I hate anime :p ), also must post this in his/her journal and make chibis (or whatever) for 5 more people." no post, no request.  Sowwie. <3 
an exsample:  http://worm-love.deviantart.com/art/Disco-worm-79995964

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I knew the Japanese government was probably lying when they first sent out ships to hunt whales for 'Scientific research'. But now it's all out.
Not only have they been caught slaughtering several Whales, one of the hunts ended in the slaughter of a mother and her calf. They were filmed being hunted and killed.

A MOTHER AND HER FUCKING CALF.




For fuck sake. This kind of shit makes me wished I had continued my biological studies and became an natural researcher. You don't have to destroy life to learn from it. But they aren't learning. It's food and oil. To them; it's just big amounts of food and oil that moves.


I can't describe how much this outrages me. Lets just say it's on par with 'King bush' taking wolves and bald eagles off the endangered list on behalf of the 'livestock industry'.  Funny, I don't remember much live stock being kept where wolves were being preserved, nor it being in any immediate threat from wolves.

It's a fucking shame that organizations like PETA and SHAC give those of us who stand for animal rights a really bad name. I've been called 'uneducated' for standing up for animals and saying that governments care nothing for animals as long as money is involved.

God this pisses me off.

FUUUUUUUCK.

and no, it never stops jumping.

anywyas- who wants requets? I've got thsi chain request thing you see, but it's a chibi one. I hate chibi. So it's a WORM request instead!


5 free WORM requests!


"Btw, whoever orders a chibi (worm in my case because I hate anime :p ), also must post this in his/her journal and make chibis (or whatever) for 5 more people." no post, no request.

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Oh god.. I'm 20. ;.; I feel so...not much older.

  was a nice day saterday. Simple if anything. Most people haven't rembered, but meh, no one ever does because I don't really fuss over it.

Got a TON of DVD's from mah family!  MOVIE TIME =
300
children of men
muppets treature island
furngully
happy feet
v for vendetta
march of the penguins

weeee!

I also got a Mooohoosive bottle of malibu and a mini pixie bottle of jack daniels form scifer. <3

Scifer also gots me the new gorrlillaz CD and my sister gots me daft punk. I also got the seqaul to air born by kennith opal- the guy who wrote silver wing. Oh and dad resubscribed me to this site upon which I live. <3

Then  my hall mates covered my door with ballons that rerady ahppy birthday, got me a cake, some roses and a card. <3

<3

happy batty I is. <3

(yeah, cross posted from DA because I'm lazy).
Well shit. I'm gonna be a not-teen any more.

That's right, I'm officially no longer gonna be a teenager. I'm alreayd techically an aadult thought becuase here in the UK, you are an adult at 18.

I'm not too excited about my birthday. I'm not too fond about leaving my teen years. Is it really that bad if you're kind of... old at 20? As far as I'm concerned I'm still 17.

I think being 17 was the best years of my life. I left drama-rama that was high school, gained a bunch of friends, actually enjoyed my education and really started getting my creative freedom. It was full of wackiness, depraved humour, and enjoyable learning. Fun fun fun. :D
17 is usually an age I give to my characters actually.

I had planned to do loads of things for my birthday. Going to London to be part of a furry convention they were having (2 the ranting gryphon was gonna be there!), Bill baily was performing in brighton tonight and the golden compass was supposedly meant to come out this week but they pushed it back.
However like all plans I hold my birthday, nothing ever really happens because it's always set up in a period where everyone's working, no one has money because a Christmas, no one's ever available and they all fuss is about doing something or buying me loads of presents. But all I really wanted to spend time with people. :/

however I plan to spend much more time on my 21st actually doing something. I am going to get hammered, dance until my feet are raw, and have loads and loads and loads of fun.
Speaking of 21st birthdays, it'll be Scifer's in January.

Actually if you Wanna do something for my birthday you can go cheer him up. So far this year he's had to put up with a bunch of hooting dickholes. D:<

so please given lots of praise or a least a very clever critique on his work. He'd appreciate that a lot. especially here: http://scifer.deviantart.com/art/Scifer-design-input-desired-70541565


A happy badger makes a happy batty. :3

oh well, my university hall mates are planning to suffer a small party for me. As in we all go down to the pub or a club. if anyone has any money that is all isn't working...

The University course on the other hand his bags and bags of fun. Apparently I been giving the impression that I've not been enjoying the course when it is in fact completely the opposite. I love my course a lot, I made loads of friends, I have a challenge offered to me, I'm working in the thing I love and I'm in a great city.

in fact guess what my first animation is to feature? The train monster!  ( http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/art/Train-Monsta-40759718  )


I'll hopefully upload some of my artwork soon but everything is a bit big and unfinished as of the moment. The only bad thing about the course so far is that I have not got much time to do some my own personal drawings. That and they don't do much in the way of traditional animation. Which is a shame because I prefer that 3-D animation. I just don't enjoy 3-D animation as much, it small more of a gaming thing to me. but we get to do traditional animation next year which is all good. :3

Anyways that's all from me for now. Please do join my competition guys Which is detailed below and please contact meI like talking to you guys. My details are listed below.


....

never hit a jellyfish with a spade.


Wanna find me and chat to me? Well, please do. Below is a list of places you can find me. Please let me know whom you are if you add me under a name or username I will not recognise. <3

Msn and e-mail
emeline [DOT] porter [AT] gmail.com

 DA accounts:
Acidshadow
Worm-love

Secondlife:
AcidShadow Gears

Skype:
Shadow_acid

Facebook:
Emeline p

Gaiaonline:
Acid_shadow

Temple of Mewtwo
Shadow

Nopets (yes. I have a lot of neopet accounts. Go figure; I LOVE creature creation stuff! I have accounts at other places, but I wont bother listing them ehre unless people are interested)
em0111 (my main one)
acid_shadow
Worm_god
shadow_deamon
mewns_shadow
shadowed_outcast
emilin_da_grenalin ( I dunno what happened to this one. It simply vanished, and with no e-mail warning either!)

conseptart - (encourage me to use this one guys!)
Acid_shadow


 

Gots some art for you guys. not much, but a bit. Some of my 3D work for 3DMAX (it's a crummy catherdral, but it's 3D eh?). And some arts and 'ecturee notes' needless toay i've not needed to amke much in the way of notes so far, and the real notes have little doodles on them (actually, i lie. The deisgning class has ALOT of doodles).

Btw, i'm holding a contest if you guys wish to enter! : http://acidshadow.deviantart.com/journal/15261929/

Enjoy!

 



Yes.
That is real. 
http://scienceblogs.com/deepseanews/2007/10/octopod_teeth.php
http://syndicated.livejournal.com/deepseanews/201921.html?mode=reply
I dunno weather to find it cool or  if I wanna cry.

I sorta wonder if it's a haloween prank, but deep sea creatures tend not to surprise me in their oddities any more.